Journey to July Comp

Journey to my first ever figure competition - 14 weeks out and lots and lots of work to be done.

Saturday, May 27, 2006

Things were going to smoothly

Well I have a major challenge happening at the moment - hopefully it will be short lived and I will be back blogging as normal soon but will probably be off the air for about a week.
I have missed two days of training but am hoping to get them done today and tomorrow.
Had a major emotional controlled binge (3oo calories of cholcoate) last night but over all because it was controlled I feel so much better - I just decided to allow myself the emotional sensation of that treat and I don't even feel bad. So I am over it now and slapped myself around and totally 100% back on track this morning. I know I should not have done this so close to comp especially chocolate but I was very impressed with my control even if it was totally wrong :)
Anyway it made me feel better and if that is all that happens to get me slightly off track then I will be happy - I have been so good and I under the circumstances I really felt that I deserved that - but hey I am only making excuses now - so bare with me - I just need the loving at the moment :)
Can't get into the nitty gritty detail but just needed to express my feelings - so bare with me.
Everyone else be good and keep training hard and I will be back in the land of the living real soon - I hope.

Live with Passion
Kimmy

posted by Kimmy @ 8:54 AM  

7 Comments:

  • At Saturday, May 27, 2006, Blogger Shane Leighton Photography said…

    Kim,

    I hope whatever it is, isn't too serious, you have dealt with enough! Take care of yourself

    Shane

     

  • At Sunday, May 28, 2006, Blogger Jadey said…

    As long as you are straight back on track is the main thing, well apart from me hoping that whatever was at the root of your emotional episode has been resolved for you. Stay strong Kimmy... you can do this!! xxx

     

  • At Sunday, May 28, 2006, Blogger Jadey said…

    By the way I've actually logged on as Jadey, but this is Rae posting... must go and log out and back in as me... actually... I could have fun with this... BWAAAAAAA HAAAAAAA HAAAAAAAA!! :)

     

  • At Sunday, May 28, 2006, Blogger jodie said…

    Stay strong Kimmy - I am thinking of you often. *Hugs*

    Jodie
    xxx

     

  • At Sunday, May 28, 2006, Blogger Kerry said…

    One day at a time Kimmy. That's what everyone tells me and it seems to be working.
    Kerry

     

  • At Sunday, May 28, 2006, Blogger Sue Heintze said…

    Bugger the training - look after you is what I say. Thinking of you every day my friend :)

    XXX

     

  • At Tuesday, May 30, 2006, Blogger Rachel said…

    Look after you Kimmy. Remember this is a journey for life and will be filled with challenges and only made worthwhile by the odd plabbed choccy. You'll be through this in no time ** HUGS**

     

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