The Worst Week of My Life

To cut this story short - as most of you know I have already had the dreaded word Cancer and last Sunday I found another lump in my other breast and thought it was probably just a cyst or something. After having mamograms and scans done they told me it was a tumour so I had to have a biopsy to see it is was cancerous. They took four biopsies and sent them off to pathology and I have been waiting a whole week for the news. I only found out late this afternoon that the results came back "benign" so I am over the moon.
But it has been a long involved story/wait over the past week and lets say I have been stressed to the max and last night before I found out about the results I caved big time and ate non-stop for five hours. I don't know if I have wrecked everything for July comp - more than likely I would say so being so close. The funny thing is that I am so happy about being alive at the moment that having my super bit binge just seems so insignificant.
Anyway I am sure when I come back down off cloud nine I will realise what I have done so I guess I will see where all the fat and sugar is sitting in the next couple of days and decide where I go and what I do from here. But I am just over the moon with the results I can't stop smiling.
I haven't read anyone's blogs for a few days - so will catch up in the next few days. My trainer will probably have me doing triple cardio so I might not have time :)
Live with Passion
Kimmy